荒芜之地

　　　好久没想过写点什么了．时间过的真的好快！转眼间大学毕业，转眼曾经朝夕相处的朋友们都已经各奔东西．毕业到现在也四个月，以前的２４年我一次也没想到过我会经历这样的一个１２０天．每天的生活似乎只是由迷茫，等待和香烟．现在我依然没有生活的方向．我真的找不到方向．人原来是如此的容易迷茫在的人海之中．

　　　一直也在忙着找工作，其间尝试了很多很多．．．．．．但每一次我的尝试我都选择了离开．我不知道我这样做对不对．但我确定，这些都不能给我我想要的生活．我的生活离我渐离渐远了，但我还是站在人海中迷茫！不知道该如何去追．．．

　　　好想哭，也许眼泪可以洗去心中的很多不开心，但看来我的泪真的流干了，我只能默默的去承受生活所给我的一切

   来北京有几天了，真的北京和想象中差好多啊！一直在尝试找工作，总要先做起来的啊！在北京看来我是找不到归宿感了，只是希望能有一片天。继续找工作中 ！

   终于有时间看《金刚》。本也没保有太大的希望，美国电影的商业套路，已经没那么吸引我了。

   但看过金刚后让人很感动。金刚一出场，就带着英雄的气质。金刚一边吃竹子一边等戴娜醒来，叫人感觉的金刚的孤独，金刚没有朋友，每天他都要寂寞地面对各种危险，各种困境，没有人理解他，没有人交流。这也是悲剧的本源。 金刚救了戴娜以后，带着戴娜去看夕阳。金刚一定是要把自己认为最美的东西送给戴娜，而在戴娜等人上荒岛之前，金刚每天都独自看夕阳。金刚是孤独的。

   动物一聪明，就会孤独，这就是麻烦的所在。 他对安产生了强烈的依赖，人一旦有伴就很难独自一人，尤其对于雄性动物，人猿看来也不例外。现代社会里，把两个综合条件差不多的孤男寡女放一块几个月，不产生爱情要比产生爱情还难。致命的不是爱情，而是孤独。 

   让人感动的不是他与安之间微妙而有分寸的感情戏，而是明知结果是的悲剧——金刚威猛的徒劳，机器的力量对于肉体而言的不可战胜，人类现代文明中包含的兽性规则；明知这一切，而金刚在大厦尖顶犹做困兽之斗。

   金刚是个大男孩，它具备所有男人具备的情感特征，在金刚感情刻画方面，篇幅不多，却也细致传神。从安妮第一次杂耍般的表演中金刚的反应：一起看夕阳，在圣诞气氛的雪夜，和安妮享受彼此的那种快乐与温存，这是不是很多女孩，梦寐以求的感觉呢？这样的感觉，在现实生活里很难实现。这一刻人类世界是如此的灰暗。

   当金刚坠落的一刻，一切静止了，凡人的爱情，就在那一刻被打得粉碎。也许是自己想得太多了，不然就是这个世界的爱情真的很让自己失望，我们比起金刚来，真的不值一提，真的很悲哀。

  

A VERY SHORT STORY
Ernest Hemingway

One hot evening in Padua they carried him up onto the roof and he could look out over the top of the town. There were chimney swifts in the sky. After a while it got dark and the searchlights came out. The others went down and took the bottles with them. He and Luz could hear them below on the balcony. Luz sat on the bed. She was cool and fresh in the hot night.

Luz stayed on night duty for three months. They were glad to let her. When they operated on him she prepared him for the operating table; and they had a joke about friend or enema. He went under the anaesthetic holding tight on to himself so he would not blab about anything during the silly, talky time. After he got on crutches he used to take the temperatures so Luz would not have to get up from the bed. There were only a few patients, and they all knew about it. They all liked Luz. As he walked back along the halls he thought of Luz in his bed.

Before he went back to the front they went into the Duomo and prayed. It was dim and quiet, and there were other people praying. They wanted to get married, but there was not enough time for the banns, and neither of them had birth certificates. They felt as though they were married, but they wanted everyone to know about it, and to make it so they could not lose it.

Luz wrote him many letters that he never got until after the armistice. Fifteen came in a bunch to the front and he sorted them by the dates and read them all straight through. They were all about the hospital, and how much she loved him and how it was impossible to get along without him and how terrible it was missing him at night.

After the armistice they agreed he should go home to get a job so they might be married. Luz would not come home until he had a good job and could come to New York to meet her. It was understood he would not drink, and he did not want to see his friends or anyone in the States. Only to get a job and be married. On the train from Padua to Milan they quarreled about her not being willing to come home at once. When they had to say good-bye, in the station at Milan, they kissed good-bye, but were not finished with the quarrel. He felt sick about saying good-bye like that.

He went to America on a boat from Genoa. Luz went back to Pordonone to open a hospital. It was lonely and rainy there, and there was a battalion of arditi quartered in the town. Living in the muddy, rainy town in the winter, the major of the battalion made love to Luz, and she had never known Italians before, and finally wrote to the States that theirs had only been a boy and girl affair. She was sorry, and she knew he would probably not be able to understand, but might some day forgive her, and be grateful to her, and she expected, absolutely unexpectedly, to be married in the spring. She loved him as always, but she realized now it was only a boy and girl love. She hoped he would have a great career, and believed in him absolutely. She knew it was for the best.

The major did not marry her in the spring, or any other time. Luz never got an answer to the letter to Chicago about it. A short time after he contracted gonorrhea from a sales girl in a loop department store while riding in a taxicab through Lincoln Park.

     一个人在广场静静的呆了三个小时!今天的天气真的不错,有雨点落在身上,还能看到太阳.静静的坐着不动,居然有鸽子在我身边吃东西!有人经过的时候,好多鸽子飞在身边飞起,感觉就象在吴式电影中一样.可惜不是发哥.也感觉不到生活中的激情.我只能安静的坐着.去等待,即使不知道等待我的是什么.

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The furthest distance in the world

The furthest distance in the world
Is not between life and death
But when I stand in front of you
Yet you don''t know that
I love you

The furthest distance in the world
Is not when i stand in front of you
Yet you can''t see my love
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both
Yet cannot be together

The furthest distance in the world
Is not being apart while being in love
But when plainly can not resist the yearning
Yet pretnending you have never been in my heart

The furthest distance in the world
Is not pretnending you have never been in my heart
But using one''s indifferent heart
To sig an uncrossable river
For the one who loves you

      好累啊，原来天天在家睡觉也会这么累。以前一直想毕业，总认为以后的生活是多么的美好。 呵呵，原来现实不是这么回事情。人啊！总是失去才知道曾经拥有的是多么美好！现在怀念以前是不是有点晚。没想到老子也会这个样子！

     有时候真希望我自己可以不在乎别人，生活也许就不会这么累。自己去流浪。有一天真的累了，就和生命中的所有说再见。其实仔细想想人活着也没那么有意思。

     累了。  看不到方向，不知道自己想要什么！

     如此的我还会有将来吗？朋友们我是不是让大家失望了？

    

苏格拉底的爱情观


柏拉图有一天问老师苏格拉底是什么是爱情，苏格拉底叫他到麦田走一次，要不回头地走，在途中要摘一株最大最好的麦穗，但只可以摘一次。

柏拉图觉得很容易，充满信心地出去，谁知过了半天他仍没有回去。最后，他垂头丧气地出现在老师跟前诉说空手而回的原因：“很难得看见一株不错的，却不知道是不是最好的，因为只可以摘一株，只好放弃，再往前走看看有没有更好的。到发现已经走到尽头时，才发觉手上一株麦穗也没有...”

这时，苏格拉底告诉他：“这就是爱情！”

什么是婚姻？


柏拉图有一天又问老师苏格拉底什么是婚姻，苏格拉底叫他到衫树林走一次，要不回头地走，在途中要取一棵最好、最适合用来当圣诞树的树材，但只可以取一次。
柏拉图有了上回的教训，充满信心地出去，半天之后，他一身疲惫地拖了一棵看起来直挺、翠绿，却有点稀疏的杉树。
苏格拉底问他：“这就是最好的树材吗？”
柏拉图回答老师：
“因为只可以取一棵，好不容易看见一棵看似不错的，又发觉时间、体力已经快不够用了，也不管是不是最好的，所以就拿回来了...”
这时，苏格拉底告诉他：“那就是婚姻！”